i can't...

9:06pm: im fine...

ranting moment.

trust me im good, and staying...


Mattie

12:34pm: bleh...
i am so drained. this experience is so emotional for anyone. its taking a toll on me early. im so lost about what i need to do. should i quit or go on? 4.5 more weeks left. i dont know if i can rough it. RA's help but they just dont get it sometimes.

Counselors can only say so much. friends never have the right answers, but they try to.
teens never wanna listen to their parents.

all i get told is do what ur heart says. but if i did stuff on what my heart told me i would have left friday.

i need sleep badly.

rant end*

mattie

1:18pm: hey guys...
my hair is black. hehe


anyways i am doing good.


g2g to minors.


bye

9:13pm: shame shame...
i did something to my hair...

i like it.

hehe

1:35pm: i cheated...
so me and my friends here all deleted out journals together... but i snuck back on and made a new one...

hehe... don't tell


have a good day